busy busy

hey guys (that read this)

i bn so busy and in a way its cool, but in a way,...its not.

job shado this week, went to colt on monday...that was cool,tho i made stax of scary calls to ppl and stuff.

then today(tues) i went to touchlne media- to shape magazine and sorted throu stax of clothes 4 models to wear on the shoot tomoro.that was fun, and im goin ther 2mo so quite exited.

thurs is top billing. yay! plu the ubbbber cool friday!!!!

life will slow down again in may. that will be nice.

until then, appriciate ur free tym and use it wisley.

i HATE COMPUTERS!

A FRIKIN LOT!!

msn sux!

THIS MUCH!!!!!!!!!

Why cant i download it? i have 25 MB left of space! why does this ALWAYS happen to me? if someone else wer here it wouldnt happen.

ps, how do u put in anouther hard drive??...
and how do u take it out of anouther pc..?

Just for the record.

Sometimes i think.....
cool , you no, this is great, im doin this great thing.
but i turn out not telling anyone.
Why do poeple tel ppl how great they themselves are? do they look for accepteance? pride?

i used to......still do. but dont.
just for the record, i do alot of things no one knows about. i 'dominate' with people and dont spread it, i have 'intense' conversations and dont broadcast those either.

yes, i want to. but is that then why i do it? no. i certainly hope not.
i do it for god. why would a wastea perfectly good blessing i could recive from god...by telling people about it.

sure it may not be the same catagory as wat im sayin and sure u may nt understand a word. but this is a form of diary and my thoughts will be aired. :)

then i thort...why dont i tell ne-one???
is it because i want them to one day fibd out and be like, 'woah i didnt no that, respect for her'?
wel, truth is, they wont find out. mostly cos ppl dont care.
is that the reson i dont say alot of things?
maybe. maybe i just think they dont care wen they do? no.
chances are they dont.

so why impress with things that we should not use to impress other ppl with?
saying a statement, getting to know one anouther, fine. perfect.
should happen more often.

but sometimes it just makes u feel this big. yet in your heart you know things other ppl dont.
choose:
tell them and raise thier impression of you
or dont. let them either figure it for themselves or dont care if they know or not.

god knows me.
that is all i need.

the rest of me is for building friendships.
not to broadcast, but to tell ppl that are actually interested, not just to impres.

if u dont understand wich is hily likley, sorry, more stuf wil make sense on here soon.

:)

errrything

he's got the whole world in his hands.

and so it is true.

and dont u deny it.

though.....he must have realyy big hands :)

latley...

hey ebody.....
i feel like an idiot cos thers only eva like 2 ppl dat read dis.

but ya, anyways, minus negative thorts.
The power of posative thaughts is actually alot more than we think. i suggest u guys giv it a try.
everytym u sday/think sumin negative, think of a blessing in that same area.
Why always assum the worst o situations?
Think posative trust me, its so much more fun, and things actually do tend to work out 4 the best. Sometimes it does take a wile,but in the end...

Thanking god has always come so easily for me, i mean hello, he made Everything in this world!he gave me everything i have.One of my faverioute things to do is just sit......and look, oagle ova wot he's made.
i sit in my hammock,watching the sun go behind the trees,thank him 4 the sun, 4 day and night,and nothings too small.
I was watching an ant pic up this mose big thing and take it away and i was like, u no, thats pretty cool.
And it is, how the grass grows, how cells divide, how the moon orbits around the earth.Theres so much.
Like that song, praise him, all he created praises him, if we dont, the sea and sky does, the plants and sands, everything.
Thats also y i dig the song blessed be ur name, cos it must be, how dare it not, with all that we've got, why not thank him constantly.

This morning was a cool sleep in,sept as i was trying to do so, riding my friends Scooter in my dream nogal, these HardiDa's were making this RacKEt RITE outside my window.this is not the first tym its happened. i was like, Do these Hardi finkin DA birds Eva shut aaaaahhhp??
then i decided to go and check it out. So i rolled over and looked out the corner of my window :)
and 3 of them wer just chilling and i was like arg...then i sed thank u god 4 these birds and that they have piced outside my window o chill. Whilst noticing wat a rad day it was!

So,ya, i encourage u all to lokk at things postaivley and thank god 4 things.small things,big things, anythings.
Look at things through childrens eyes:

Matt 18v1-5 -
At the time the disciples came to Jesus, asking, "Who is the GREATEST in the kingdom of heaven?"
So jesus called a child, made him stnd infront of them, and said, "I assure you that UNLESS you change and become like children, you will never enter the Kingdom of heaven. The greasest in the Kingdom of heaven is the one who Humbles himself and becomes like this CHILD. And whoever WELCOMES in my name one such child as this, WELCOMES ME.

*cool eh?
Lets find that inner kid guys!
lol

cheers

.

spongebob is my hero

....wise words

what u do in life echoes in eternity

a poem...thing i rote the other day...

That dreaded day....

Too many hopefuls
Not enough time
They've only got one thing on their mind.
Will i? Wont i?
Will it just remain the same?

In time they will see,
That its not some game
So will u and me.

I know it was meant to happen
But its too late now,
The hearts have already been broken.

But they will heal with time
Everybody knows that
All is to do now is sit back and relax

Aah thats hard you say,
And dont i know it.
But do something else,
Give it anouther day.

There'll be a next time.

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bloodi ell, does ne1 read dis?


??

give me a topic and ill write on it.

tell me what u want to read:

(that means leave a comment cos this tym of year i dont read minds)

hey mense.....mateys

i took the pirate test on dans site, thort id tell ya,


im a Cap'n

Damn straight i will be! (private joke)

wot r you guys? take the test and tell me!

it r beink fun an stufs...

mm,hey, i feel bad 4 not writing 4 a wile ...

ya, i do feel bad, but with the amout of diaries and things that i rite in everyday its kinda hard. :)

....so i hav a bio test tmo and havnt studied, so maybe i shd do that....ill eat first. (dont we all no).

So.... its cool to see wot god has planned in ur lyf. to slowly uncover why he's put u wer u r, why ur in the group of frends ur in, why he has changed things etc.
He always seems to give me a head start in many areas of my life which i highly appriciate, and in other areas put me behind to see how id cope.

but the story with that guy (sum guy from the old testement) who was tested and tempted by the devil cos god was so proud of him and knew he wouldnt stray, kept in my head. *thanx shacki* lol.
I dont know if u notice,bt god always puts things in ur head that make u think in different situations in life.
and, (ben and d will like this....nt) i learn alot from tv.
some things i dwell on for longer. they just stick, then make u think, u try n decode them u no?
like dreams too, they rock.....only wen they r cool n stf...scary shark and lift ones are so not cool.

neways, dont stray from god wen he tests u cos thats the reason he does it. make him proud.

im so amped to hear god say hes proud of me. that wd b da ultim8 ausumness.

cheers,
me

note to all:

i will be ending my blog today. i have no use for it and dont have enough response.

If you know me well enough u will no that the past two lines are a complete joke and i wold never do such a thing bcos i think it would be poposturously bogus.

in closing, the main reason 4 this entry besides making everyone a little shocked wich i hoped to have done hehe is the i think god may be blessing me with msn soon.

thank you for your past input and ya.

cheers.
;)

GRRRREAT NEEEWS!

OK, 1st of all, stuf and tings happned and i was feelin not cool at all bout this obn thing, and its come right!!! YAY!


OK, SECOND, (within 15 mins of each news i got told...)

(SOME other ppl wernt as intrested as i was so i thort id tell a computer insted, lets see if theres a response...)

IM IN FOR SUNCITY!
im dancin in SUNCITY!! 4 nationals!!
from vaultin to dancin strait line!
eat that! mah!

things begin to look up.
always think posative......or give it to god cos wen u are weak, he is strong and will lift u up.

well...u guess.......dancing!

well, im happy.
i still dont no if im goin to suncity but im havin fun and thats wot counts.
today i busted out some of my break dancin moves (cos a chik doin the slighteset is like totaly abnormal 4 da guys...and chiks lol).
although, wen they did look, some how i was not reachin my potential wotsoeva.
i pray god gives me the courage to next lesson, stuff may count on it....

skool has got me down ....very down, but im slowly getting used to it and applying that happy posative attitude...even wen it sux most.

ya, dad went bak on the saturday.

got sum cool prezzies 4 my bday yesterday. it was nice. went out 4 supper.

hmm....supper.....that wood b nice...(home alone, no food)
lol.

well, wen ive got more ill spill.

cheers

fishing update

caught a sandshark.

,...3 tyms.

bday!!

Its my Bday on monday!! yaaay!

im amped!Out 4 supper, presents,party, 16...im in!.....
...same time next year?

today i went to mc d's after skl today too, twas rad.
shd do more often lol.
tho, my dad goes back on sunday.
:(


but i also mite b gettin msn soon.

yay, tis my bday on mon!

sorry 4 th hoppin topics, im like that.....otherwise i dont remember. lol, but sadly, true.

dancin!...

hey, i sed id say more bout dancin an stuf, wel, it rox!!
we r doin sumin 4 mnet or dstv at mo, then work toward sun city!
haaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

:)

ya, skl 2mo... :( poo.

fishing

hey mense!

i went fishing today!with my dad...cos no-one else i no fishes lol.
i burnt my ears....got soaked on the peir (4 times..thrise plus one) and caught two fish.....must be the bait.
lol.
it was really fun, ad at the end of the day we had fish and chips...from a take out.
a friend of mine, amy (b) came along, and she almost enjoyed it more than i did!

well,i dont want to babble on...haha, babylon...corney...lame...tomato suace....ok, nuf.

just wanted to say that my previous complicaeted post, even tho u may not get it WOTsoEver, i dnt care, cos it served its purpose wit me and helped at least one person.me. therefore explaining the whole thoery.
i achieved it 4 at least one,me, and if u benefit, great.

apiffany...thing..ish

Last nite i had an appifiny. Yes Daniel. apiffany apiffany .
*sorry bout that guys* *ahem...
well, it was an apifany/ revelation/ thing

im not sure if it was from god, but it might well have been.

recently i went to a friends hous and sumin came up about, 'once saved always saved'.
so i pondered it 4 a wile then thort bout it last nite again and it came to me,its kinda like The Apprentice.

With donald trump. in the boardroom. you have the apprentice -> person. donald trump -> god (sorry to make him stoop so lo)
and carolyn and the other guy..frank? anyways, they help donald make the decision. ones the angel, ones the devil.

Now, this apprentice can fite til the end, and the devil and angel may say what they think, and maybe even agree, but in the end, the only one who chooses is the boss. he has the majority, abouve all.
And each case may be different there is no set answer, its about the persons trackrecord, and mainly, what goes on inside the boardroom.

that helped me to understand it, it may not be right, but i like that description best.

stuff and things goin on...

hey, dunnit feel good to reach goals, or accomplish wat u wanted to do? yup.

so, holidays eh? coolness! iv cn sum cool stuff l8ly....like oceans 12,princess diaries, wite chix,sharktale,lol,ok ok, iv cn other stuff too....the apprentice ended :'( moment of silence.... i rooted 4 kwami,but congrats to bill, he aint too shabby lookin, lol....but iv cn cool stuff that aint on a flatscreen too lol.a wite tiger at the moscow circus. Note: thats my fave animal.out of 3.

OK fine, that little statement at the begining,ur probly like...wha?..only from jo hey...well...yes, but ill say a bit on it then.happens everyday.like a little weight lifted off u,a sigh of relief,joy of it all falling into place.sometimes what u wanted to accomplish gets accomplished early and all the rest of whatever u were doing cant get worse.i no im not making sense to you, so ill try put it easier...
its all about standards.
think about it, some poeple say things arent ever good enuf, or they want it all to be perfect, and reallife aint a movie,pre thort out. if your standards are to high for life and schoolwork,friends,everything isnt good enuf, try think without that every inch of perfection.
before you do something, set a goal for it, anything, and dont want more and more once youve started.stick to that goal, and once its accomplished, sit back, relax and enjoy the rest of whatever it is.
1.set goal.
2.bleive.
3.all things are possible through god,who gives us strength.
3 1/2.dont doubt.that breaks all 3 steps, and u hav to start again.
You WILL sink wen u doubt.
all u can do is start again.
if u got any of that im super glad...cos it kinda hard to get across. :)

Some other stuff and things goin on are this tsunami and...stuff there. and, i was kinda not paying attention to it because it wasnt near me and my family and friends, and i didnt want to get pulled into it cos its really sad n stuff, and frankly, i just didnt want to believe it happened. i hadnt bn told officialy, and i hadnt spoke much bout it so i was distanced. but yesterday i was speaking to my dad and he told me about this mother that was interveiwed as she landed in Heathrow, she was with her husband and kids on the beach, and hasnt seen any of them since. you are helpless, ants with an annoying kid and a hose pipe.on. but thats not god, that the devil. god is there the whole time, answering the prayers of those who come to him.
then my dad told me about this couple that got engaged the day brfore, he went to the bathroom in their flat, the wave came ,and she hasnt seen him since. a wall apart and in one minute,buildingsand beaches apart. then we spoke about the damage, EverythinG gone, rubble.thats all. no shops, no houses, no fast food, no trains, no nothing. On one hand it makes you grateful. and that car trouble seem so little in comparison. Then on the other hand, it makes you angry, how can this happen, everyfamily, every person had their own lifestory andambitions and now its all lost.
Then suddenly this flow of perace rushed right through me; God knows what hes doing.
He has it all under control.
its not for us to worry about, but instead, trust gods decisions and offer a helping hand where we can.
He hand piced every surviving person, and he knows what he is doing.
So a smile once again appeard on my face.
see?

that applys for everything.

Merry Christmas!!

Merry Christmas everybody!

and happy birthday jesus! look 4ward 2 cin u wen u cum!

Today was great, prezies then church, then the usual full family luch with all the meat u can imagine.
lol.

the only time of the year our whole family sits a a table and eats, and the only time of the year i laugh so hard while trying to swallow every second mouthful. LOL!

u cd imagine them with stevey wonder as the convo starter! they r quite racist, but not bad, they r....in a nice way, not christians.
They spoke of the tym catherine (my 24yr old cuz...blonde,did grade8 3 times and went to make-up school) played 30 secs with everybody (recently) ans thort Frank sinatra was a black jazz player! so im like, thats stevey wonder stupid, so marks like ya, thats easy, wots black and walks into pianos, (on his 1st glass of wine after they tried to persuade me to drink) then im like fine, whats his faverioute couler? cordroy. ok, that mite be harsh, but its funny. then cathrines like, well how am i suposed to know these ppl,theyre old.so im like, theyre still alive. i no that she says, dont forget, im not that stupid, i solved that maths question u guys couldnt get. so my aunti carol who failed grade 8 5 times chips in, this cumin from someone who had to do grade 8 5 times? what, me or u mother she says back quickley. i mean cum on, how do u keep a str8 face wen the hole table is canning themselves so hard that the toilet queue grows instantly.

that was the 1st 5 minutes of sitting down.

christmas lunch is always funny wit my family. lol.

hope u guys had a great one too, an lee if ur reading this:
happy chrismekkah.

l8r.

the time has come..

yes folks, the tym has come,
indeed today, and 12 hundred hours and thirty minutes i saw ...."THe Incredibles".

HILeriUS!

defin8ly a must see guys!
elastigirl rox! \m/
specialy the part wen shes inbetween em doors. lol!
hilerius!

oh, i also did uncle pauls, christmas parties where we help out, and it was the last nyt this year. twas fun.
wots so cute is that they take the left over sweets from 'the fairy' and hand them out on christmas day in the childrens hostipal (yes, hosTiPal lol!) ward. :)

all charity.

:)

chek yal soon,
l8r days,
merry christmas,
im cheers to my buddy lees huws tomoro,
then we gotsta put up our tree.
EXiting.
:)

cheers

the incredibles

Hey guys!
a true story,

wen i blogsurf i always c ppl putting up posts on the incredibles.
"yesterday i saw the incredibles..."
"the incredibles come out soon..."
"i was watching the incredibles earlier today..."

so, i thort id be just like the rest and do so myself, u no, join the elite squad of movie goer critic bloggers if u get my drift.
nt.lol.so anyways, yes, no i hav not seen it yet, but ill do so soon. in the time being i have my own personal gang of incredibles.
their called The Trinity and consist of the father (who has supernatural powers of answering prayers from anyone and overlooking things from up above) then theres the son (he does most of the handywork and recomends us to the dad mentioned before) and last but certainly not least as they are all EQUAL in superpowers, the holy ghost (do not be afraid, hes the guy that goes through people changing lives and visiting earth constantly while the father and son chill in heaven).

see, the father made the earth and all the stuffs in it ..and things..and plants and lakes and lands and people, and his chosen human friend (see, the father aint human, hes far better than any human will ever be, same as the son, but we're getting there),neway, his chosen human, Adam, thats his name, then he figured how could AnY man live without a WoMaN? guys need chix or they are just cheers. god is very clever. so he took one of adams ribs and molded a woman for him. ya, wo man! tricky stuff. hence the name 4 us. oh ya, i forgot to mention, adam was made out of dust and stuff. yup, stix and stones made his bones.

so happliy they lived in their garden of eden with one little rule: no chowing apples from the tree with the snake.
but unfortunaly one again the girl was sweet talked into eating one and they didnt taste too shabby. bad move. so she just HAD to share it with her man adam and he too ate sum, after wich he asked where it came from. then she told him and he spat it out, but it was too late. its cheers,
hence the expulsion from eden.
and the dawning of * ClOtHeS *.....and the world of fashion.
nothing good came out of that, look at the materialism in people.

see, the father gave them a choice, (and he aint dead yet, they all still live in me, in the world, in church, everywhere, everyday)
and, so it is he gave us a choice too.
obey or dissobey.
go with him and when u die, have eternal life with him and his peeps up in heaven (where u can meet adam and eve - the woman and that son , Jesus....maybe even get some autographs, though ull be seein them everyday, how cool?)
OR, go without him and live a life of unpure drinking druggin damaging urself and hurting the people around u, and when u die ...i hate to say it but, burn for eternity in hell. wich is the truth.

where will u go when u die?
im takin that narrow path to heaven 4 sure! hope to c u all thur!

ill b back with more incredible true trinity stories soon, and even sooner if theres popular demand. *call me* lol, drop a comment anyone and everyone, what are your veiws and....perspectives. :)

as 4 the movie, the incredibles, i hope to see it soon (...monday?) and u will hear as soon as i do.

this insert was sponserd by truth magazing and toit clothing.
from a network run by god.
yes, the father himself.

well, that was long.
10 points?
or boring?
-5 points?

clouds

ausom everchanging skies.


there, such a cool topic it needed its own blog.post.thing.

hi

just poppin in and out to say hi so

hi

almost christmas guys!

summer camp

hey all, i came bak from summer camp in kimberly - south africa today.
16hr bustrip.
hot weather.
god workin.
amazing landscape.
ausom prasie and worship.
spectacular sunsets and sunrises.
great friends.
lots of fun.
good food.
swimming.
miracles.
stf things.
exetra.

sum things that stuk wit me through them 5 days...6 inc bustrip:

god is good

there is power in prayer

god will fullstop

and, be still and know that i am god.

also, i was out cheers by 7am [in my bed notice] and woke up at 5pm exactly! 11hours. wow.

summer camp this year was amazing.

SEVENTH BLOG!!

yes all, this is my SEVENTH blog.
yay. horray.
wipee.

id just like to formally welcome the new readers of my blogspot to..my blogspot and to tell richid tthat it is now time to comment.
lol.
AND........
i have some GREAT news!!! i. was. doing something today and yesterday quite admirible for a jo. to EVER do.
i, was.... *drumroll* READING! and get this: a BOOK! and actual novel like in the libraries we only see in the movies! (well in my case)

AND get this, it gets BETTER:
IV READ IT BEFORE! must be a frigin good book ne? that or i no it was but cant remember exactly what happened. bit of both. more the latter.
yes daniel i sed latter. im allowd ok! i can use words like that too, dont be so odious! yah.

so YAY. yall can be proud, but wait, theres more! i started yesterday and ill finish it tonite with just 1 chapter left.

thank you thank you. you shouldnt have. thanx.

its about a girl, her dead twin brother and revenge, slapped together by sum christian songs and a baptist church here and there.
i like the reffering to the bible in bits cos most of its from matthew. (if that how u spel matthew) oeps.

its called 'the last revenge' and it much better the sencond time around, u get more jokes, feel it more and spot most of the key parts, mainly cos ur not in a hurry counting down every page to go before u hit the last page so u can do the stupid book project so it doesnt hav to be a day late!....oeps again.

lol, well, im cheers ,
must sleep and think bout how tomors gonna work
leavin 4 suma camp

popular

hey, whos popular, i jo hav what...1, 2, 3, 4 ppl reading my blog! u guys rok!

:) comment, and ys, dan, u TOO!
...since u new..hmph...hm. LOL!
cr-AYze mood. muhahahagha

lol................

so, ..sum ppl are gonna find out sum stuff soon...ahem *cough* yes, lol, im a good person with keepin things. yes, yes i am.

so ya guys, all what like 2 ppl who browse through this once in their liftime, well yes, YoU!, (:D) iv bn doin this dancing, and its really cool n stuff, and ya, we'll let u no more when more happens hm? :)
dont worry, it made sence to me.....hek it made rands if y'ass me.

BRAKE up DAY tomorro? whos amped? im amped! spur afta school, yah!
:)

blog surfin

hey, i was just blog surfin an it quite amazing how like a whole stack of ppl from different places and cultures are all brought together by this blog thing. cool ne?

ah.......hello?

so here i am writing to a blind computer again.
if apsolutley ANYBODY look at this, or reads anything on this pasge,
please drop me a comment
u dnt even hav to say anything, just so i no im not alone lol!

thanx, much appriciated, :D muhaha

so there i was.......

So this guy walks into a bar and the bartenders like, "is this some kind of joke?"

AHHAHA.

So this blonde walks into a bar. ouch. LOL! stupid blonde.

take no offense, last time twas a redhead, and the previous time twas me. lol!!

hehe

hehe, cool, i hav a blog.

well, the reason i decided to make one, besides the fact that i hav waaaay too many passwords to remember and places to go with stf and tings i gota do on da net wen i come, is that i thort id talk to myself while i do all of that, u no, type letters to me cos thats wot blogs are rite? yes. besides the fact that ill tell me friends about it, then they can spend thier time too, looking at what i say to my box o blots connected to the foneline when i have nothing better to do while i wait 4 certain ppls to reply to posts, emails and smss. ya, and i felt god sayin i should cos i had a certain someone on my mind and i just felt, 'its the right thing to do' . lol, but yes, thats how it went down.
so if ur strolling by or nething, giv a jo a shout ay?

besides, do u no how hard it was trying to choose a backround thing? yho, they either all suk or theyre all brilliant, either or, it was hard.

well, thanx 4 reading, hope u enjoyed it, cos thats pretty much my internet time cheers.

Always laugh,
me